Saturday, 30 May 2009

• Abnormal?

  
  Quickie today:

  I find it easier to question a subconscious when I can view my train of thought. I never really used to dream, to be honest, how could I? I barely sleep, and when I do I would deep sleep. Now I dream, and not only do I dream, but I can remember every detail of it. I connect the dream sequences together without a problem, and in the dream my mind had conjured up last night, I managed to do so with doorways and bridges.
  
  Would it be completely unprofessional to copy and paste a conversation to my blog to give an example to support what I mean?
  Perhaps, I may or may not. Either way, my friends, who kindly listen to my strange and bizzare dreams (intently, I might add, I love them for it) seem to find it odd that I can remember so much from it. It has got me questioning if I'm simply filling in the blanks on my own or, if I'm suffering something worse then half sleep?
  Perhaps I'm closer to the surface then most, which would make sense due to the fact I wake up remarkably easier than most. However, what I'm questioning here is if it really is actually strange to remember every detail of your dream.
  
  As I have explained in my last post, I remember my dreams via sight and not sound. So if there was dialogue in my dream, I very seldom remember it. I now find that I link my dreams via physical means (such as the bridge and door).
  
  I've decided that I might as well share this particular dream with you, the one from last night. I won't decipher it as some of it (especially the last part) is very personal, and I understand it already. However, if you would like to, I wouldn't mind anyone else giving their own perspective/opinion on it.
  
  Blue = CG's Friend
  Purple = CG
  Black = Additional notes/Input

  CG's Friend says:
  Do you want to tell me about your dream?
  { CG } says:
  Somewhat
  { CG } says:
  Well, my house had a library. A really good library, all these old, rare books in them. So a friend (dont remember who she was) and me snuck into the library at night. We walked to the end wall and started making our way around, and we only had an old candlelight to lead the way. It was all dark and eerie, and as we were looking one of the books started talking (turns out this book was the
  { CG } says:
  "head book" or "leader book") and we're like "Ahh, a talking book. of course" and continued looking around, and suddenly we were right at the back wall  again. Suddenly this book got really viscious and started trying to bite us, and he sent an army of books up to the back wall, and we were getting bitten and attacked by these rare, precious books, so we had to rip them up for survival, though it didnt do much, cause they were consistant buggers, so we tried to escape, but we didn't
  { CG } says:
  know where the door was anymore! So we were tearing all these books off the back shelves trying to climb up, even though there was no where but the ceiling to climb up to, all the while destroying these books. Then this voice whispered in my ear, cant remember what she said, but the feeling felt warm, safe even and that's when I ripped a bit of one of the individual shelves off. Then I started ripping the whole lot off, and my mate and me jumped out
  { CG } says:
  and ran to the opposite side, which was like a bridge from the third block to the changing rooms. Except going up up to the sportshall was a straight and again, eerie looking staircase like, (though in reality, the staircase would be to your right, and this bridge is non existant) right infront of you, and we ran up that into this attic. Where my bed was.
  { CG } says:
  Then I was woken up by my sis because it was my math exam, and even though I'd remembered grabbing a bag, when we had reached Fo Tan station I had no bag, and no equipment and then at the realization of this, I fell down on this weird (and may I note, yet again, non existant)...bridge from Fo Tan station to the school (even though technically we were previously at the school) and I started to have a seizure, and for some reason cameron was the only
  CG's Friend says:
  Cameron?
  { CG } says:
  one to notice, as my sister and her friend walked on, and then I woke up (in my dream) and went down to the library we had destroyed the night before, it was still torn up and all that, but it was also now in my parents room, and much smaller, and for some reason my dads friend was in there (creepy) and I asked "Where is the original library?" and he replied "They had to demolish it" even though there was an exceedingly evident GIANT HOLE IN THE WALL where we had
  { CG } says:
  escaped from. So I browsed the old books again, literature such as the original King Richard books (Do these even exist?) and the original copy of the Arthurian Legends (Even though I know in reality, there is more then one original considering the different stories told), all the books in this library were originals and very old, and they looked so harmless, but some were torn up because of us having to fight them previously and I started crying, and walked out the door into the exam hall where Mr I (Ahole. Ahole. Ahole.) was barking at us for having to have an alternative math exam.
  { CG } says:
  Then I got pissed off, walked out through that door and ended up on shatin plazas roof garden (Beautiful as it is), and it was in England and I was there with this girl Abi who was going to the same place I was (My best friend Jamie's place) and she was giving me fashion advice (What in the heck?!), even though I looked AWFUL. Then Jess, Erika, You, Monochrome and CP showed up cause I had somehow landed back in HK (Does this remind anyone else of a time slip?), at the same place, except now there was a MCD's (I'll make it very clear that in reality I loathe that place) and we bought food and sat in this tent...it was really warped.
  { CG } says:
  However, I decided to exit the tent and by doing so I entered into the house of my best friend (The one who lives in England, another time slip?), the one whos mum is dying, and they were arguing, like, really scary arguing, they forgot I was going to come and help around the house. They were looking past me like I was a ghost, even though they were the ones who resembled spirits and they were just all over the house, yelling at eachother because she was accusing J of holding her chain necklace with the cross on it
  { CG } says:
  out the window, even though J didn't, but her mum had gone delusional due to the cancer, and so I exited thinking I could get out of there as easily I had came and I went into the garage, which was oddly enough not attached to their house, and my suitcase was in there and I was searching for the phone with the Roamer in it, but my dad had given me three freaking phones (Which would never happen because I actually have a block phone from the early 21st Century, I love them) so they were all ringing and I didnt know
  { CG } says:
  which had the Roamer Sim in it, so I picked up the iPhone but it wasn't that one. I picked up the flip phone, it wasnt that one either. I finally picked up my one, but before I could check, Ashleigh (one of my old mates) showed up cos she'd also come to help out, even though in reality she doesnt know the Ruers, and she said in a very non chalant manner "Long time no see" and then Mrs Ruers came into this oversized tent/garage
  { CG } says:
  thing and was like "C...CG? (Okay, she actually said my real name) I'm so glad to see you again" but it was like she had no recollection of who I was like, she knew, but it was like she had memory loss, then my mum showed up knowing I was in trouble and I asked her which phone contained the Roamer, and she said the iPhone, which was weird because it didnt. Then Anthony (this jock guy from the year above) turned up and was like
  { CG } says:
  "Yeah, its the iPhone" and J wasn't talking to me, acting like I was invisible, and then I woke up.
  CG's Friend says:
  *blinks*
  CG's Friend says:
  How do you remember all that?
  { CG } says:
  I have no idea
  CG's Friend says:
  *shakes head*
  { CG } says:
  Bad shake or good shake?
  CG's Friend says:
  Amazed shake
  CG's Friend says:
  The begining of the dream was terrible
  CG's Friend says:
  The rest was just sorta weird.
  
  
  
  
  

  There you have it, my bizzare wonderland type dream from last night. Any thoughts provoked?
  Don't enquire as to why I have added censors (though I bet they haven't worked) but, how is it can some remember details and others only as a whole?
  
  Thoughts? Ideas?

  x

  Celtic Girl

   

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